Sighs... Why have you forsaken me...My God....Cant You see Your child suffering?
I am so confused... i really dunno how...I get two hard blows within a short period of 24 hours...Ow...I m really hurting...First a breakup then results which i dun tink my parents will be satisfied with..I really cannot take it any further....Why muz tis happen to me...Why am i so unlucky???I really dunno how to walk on further....I told him i would wait for him ... And its true....No matter how long you take, i will wait for you....i really will...Coz i love you so and with my whole heart.... Yeah...My mum found me crying in the morning when i woke up and found out that the breakup wasnt a dream...It was reality..Reality hit me hard...Reality hurts...really hurts... Ya then so my parent then found out abt the relationship btw me and ced.... Ya they werent angry at all. Thank God they werent angry at all...But they said tt it was just and experience, who noes what will happen in the future...I dunt noe...yeah...But now i gotta be strong and accept it,life sux.yeah..i noe i m crazy,but i really love him,i reflected thru it all and i dun hate him, but i noe tt i love him and it is true love and i will wait for him to be mature n ready... i wont hate him,no point in doing tt.i hated duck,and the result is nt good, once it hit me it means that hes a bloody asshole and i would not care abt him anymore...but after last year's youth camp,i knew tt hating Duck was wrong,so i guess i some sorta forgave him...
1 peter 3:9
Do not repay evil with evil or insult with insult but with blessing,because to this you were acalled so tt you may inherit a blessing....
yeh...So i wun hate ced...i dun hate him and i will nvr hate him...All i noe is tt i love him and i will wait wait wait...
Sticks and stones will hurt my bones,but words will never hurt me....--What the asshole crap is tt lameass theory shit. Words can hurt millions more than sticks and stones.Words can kill.Sticks and stones hurting can be healed,but the hurt caused by words is hard to heal and may never heal...So waddever it is i will try my best to be strong, as i seem like a baka sensitive person who can cry over almost anything,yeah,many times i bear with the pain and dun cry which may result in depression..LOL....Yeahh...depression stress etc etc...
Sighs...Then my results....Look below to see the crap lor....
English:paper 1:section 1:16/30
section 2:19/30
paper 2:comprehension:21/25 =)=)
summary:16/25
Maths:Paper 1:36/50
paper2:30/50
Science:MCQ:18/3o
Section B:23/30
Section C:21.5/40
HCL:Ying yong wen:13.5/20
Zuo wen:51/70
paper 2:48/90
Literature:36/60
Homec:the written part:66/80
History:section B:58/80
Art:79/100
Blehh...i love my eng compre marks...=)=) thank God i passed chinese....But i suxed at maths and science...Homec somehow get tt kinda marks...Lit WTF!!!!
Yeh yeh..,Lame siah... I gonna explode tears sooner or later... Sigh..God Bless...Synr...
PeArLy MeLoDy FoO
13++
17 September 1993
Riverside Sec Sch
1/8
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[[Myy Adores]]
-God
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-Myself?
-Asakura Yoh!!!<3<3=)
-Jeanette Laogong
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-Familyy
-FrenZZ
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[[Myy Detests]]
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-EekYyy bugs (e.g. cockroaches)
-Enemies
-Backstabb3rs
-HeartBreak
-Betrayal
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-Full set of Deathnote comic
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