haizzz..So many many things on my mind..headache...yeah this few nights din sleep well coz i was thinkin and thinkin abt what happened in the last 4 to 5 mths in my life...haizzz...Regrets...Happiness....Sadness...Frustration...So many different emotions within me...Haiz...Realised lotsa things abt myself and other ppl...I realised tt i cannot control my emotions very well...Easily break down into tears...lol rite???haiz...then i noe i m a indecisive person...ahahah..easily affected by others...O.o....Best thing is tt i m immature...Ahahahah...huggy torty....OMFG lah....So lame de...haiz...but i really luvv torty tho it reminds me of the unhappy moments tt i dread,but it also reawakens my precious and happy memories of a beautiful love fantasy i was living in(myy prince charming...=)<3<3him forever).... ahaha...Now...all i noe is tt i should go ahead and achieve my dreams and live up to my parents expectations...Anyway....Lol...Parents' expectation...LOLOLOl.....their expectation are so dam high....This year still not happy wif my results even tho i did decently well...HAIZZZZZ.....Next year dunno how lah got to try my best and also study hard...Real hard to make it lah....Haizz.....I dunno...Hopefully tonite i can get a good nite slp so tt tml when go east coast class bbq can enjoy myself...Ahahahhh...random....~~
Anyway...basketball rawks lah ;) ;p...Ahah...but my shooting still not there yet..Really lost touch after i nvr train for such a long time...haiizzzz....cannot lazy le....lazy some more become piigyy...ahahah....
Somehow i still wish to live in tt fantasy again...Coz..i cant let go of him...really love him so so much...i noe its stupid...but..love is blind...i noe i really cant give euu up..Its okayyy....i sae will wait jiu will wait de.....haizz...<3<3
Anyway..Why m i thinkin aloud...?Haiz..just to let out my thoughts ba then less stress le..haha...synrrr.....
PeArLy MeLoDy FoO
13++
17 September 1993
Riverside Sec Sch
1/8
Netball +Band???!!!
[[Myy Adores]]
-God
-PaNdA
-Myself?
-Asakura Yoh!!!<3<3=)
-Jeanette Laogong
-Niki Laopo
-Music
-Love
-Familyy
-FrenZZ
-Basketball
-Etc etc...-
[[Myy Detests]]
-Insensitivity
-EekYyy bugs (e.g. cockroaches)
-Enemies
-Backstabb3rs
-HeartBreak
-Betrayal
-Etc etc...-
[[Myy Wishesxxxx]]
-To Be Happy All e Time=)
-Achieve Myy Dreams...
-Pass myy Grade 4 Theoryy-
-Attain gud results academically and etc etc
-Sony Ericsson Walkman Phone(W700i/W800i)
-True love <3<3
-Full set of Deathnote comic
-Do well next year in studies as well in other stuff
-BLAH BLAH BLAh...
-Etc etc....-
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